Chapter 1: The Journey Begins

Dear reader, the universe rejoices in the brilliance of your essence.

In my previous piece, I explored the profound connection with the Trinity. My life has been an incredible journey of self-discovery, traversing both shadowy valleys and radiant peaks.

During my early years, I faced profound pain and suffering. As a child, I found myself grappling with a reality that felt insurmountable. I was lost, as if adrift in an endless ocean, feeling barren and utterly alone, devoid of any hope for tranquility.

As I grew older, I presented a façade of beauty, masking the turmoil within. Battling PTSD, I often felt ensnared in a relentless nightmare. My waking hours were haunted by memories that poisoned my thoughts, while at night, terrifying dreams made sleep a daunting endeavor.

Although I recognized my victimhood, I refused to allow it to define my existence. I yearned for peace and sought it fervently, albeit sometimes in misguided directions. I acknowledge my missteps and have sought to rectify them wherever possible. Yet, in the depths of my being, a tiny spark remained: “Someday, I will find happiness, healing, and wholeness.”

It was indeed darkest before the dawn. Eventually, I reached a breaking point and experienced a profound mental collapse. However, during a miraculous encounter with Yeshua (Jesus) in a hospital, my life took a transformative turn. In that moment, I understood that separation from the Trinity was merely an illusion.

I began to realize that my thoughts and emotions were obscuring my perception of the Divine. With deep gratitude, I surrendered my spirit, soul, and body to the Trinity, forging an extraordinary bond. No longer did I feel isolated; I was enveloped by the love of the Trinity (Yahweh, Yeshua, and Ruach HaKodesh).

Being in a loving relationship with the Divine brought about the most profound transformation. I felt embraced by an atmosphere of love and joy, which ignited positive change within me. Each day, their kindness and patience awakened my awareness of life in the Spirit. I felt cherished, valued, and secure.

Despite encountering disapproval from well-meaning individuals who tried to impose rigid religious rules upon me, I have never sensed anger or frustration from the Trinity. Forgiveness has been a miraculous journey, allowing me to release everyone who has caused me pain, including myself. The Trinity empowered me to shed guilt, self-loathing, and shame, enabling me to embark on a new chapter in my life.

From an eternal perspective, the greatest gift I have received is the Divine life that has blossomed within me. Each day is a wondrous adventure alongside the Trinity. Reflecting on my past, I wouldn’t change a single moment. I am deeply grateful that my journey led me directly into the embrace of my Creator.

The decades spent on this blissful Trinitarian path have allowed me to transcend my challenges and develop empathy for all of creation. Within the essence of love, I have found my true home. It is a joy to share my life’s story with you, dear reader.

Once lost in desolation, I now thrive each day. The flame of happiness, health, and wholeness burns brightly within me. Thank you for joining me on this journey through my words.

Chapter 2: The Trinity's Everlasting Love

In this video, we explore how to find joy in our relationship with the Trinity. Discover ways to cultivate delight in the Divine presence.

This video delves into the ways the doctrine of the Trinity can inspire joy and fulfillment in our lives. Learn how to embrace this transformative understanding.